09 November 2014
22:14
"How many there are in the universe or at least on earth, who walk along an empty corridor and fall down just as a routine. Or that anything I touch either breaks, falls or goes missing. Worse is myself being a symbolism of embarrassment. Sometimes my scooty doesn't start in a no-place-for-breathing market or on Satan's orders, my sandal breaks just walking down the pavement. Even while writing this piece of text, I am bound to make absurd blunders. Maybe I am special or a model that nature created out of all the leftovers? I wonder If there are more people like me who spend minutes on deciding which would come first in a spelling; 'E' or 'I'? Perhaps it?s the realization of my previous lives' sins! I could be the incarnated form of past me. Not all the things though, can be complained about. For instance, I have not met many people who are a theist, believes in the best of all the religions. Normally I come across to people who are head to toe devotees or totally atheist or toughest to deal with, agnostic. Now, you might be thinking as a listener or reader, I'm filled with inferiority complex. But I cannot agree with you on that!
In fact I think, analyzing the strained tea-leaves, cardamom-ginger, that maybe the best way or If not best, then It is fine to have ups and downs because without the peak and valley in an ECG, there's no life left.
Friends of mine, often say that they like my views. Hey I am not bragging with a big mouth. Just Sharing? the fact is I do not take compliments, not as I want more by declining a few, that's exactly what a girl does. Tell her she's looking pretty. She replies 'no my hair are so messed up!'. Reply, trying to soothe her, by asserting that 'no, they are well made up'. She'll suddenly switch to her eyes saying that the 'Lady's Jewels' developed dark under eyes. Now compare her twinkling eyes with stars and carry on with rest of her features for half-an-hour. What you get? A huge 'Aww Thank you'.
However, I don't intend to collect all those, become secretly happy. I just don't consider myself worth it.
For this Script, I called up my best friend whose name translates to 'Son of Sun deity', asked him to list me points about me.
I was lost in reminiscence after his replies.
The first thing was my bold leadership. How I stood up for 'No PHE FOR XI & XII' and did a little re-search to find articles on risks involved with no physical activity.
And how great of a convincer I am. Not that though.
How I am seen, I realized, is a girl of joyous nature, trustworthy instincts. Says that my twitter screen name 'Actiongirl_Fiza' suits me. Definitely that's why I kept it.
I got reminded of my level of commitment towards my word. My free spirited friendship.
Truly said "Talking to an old friend is like reading your autobiography."
Dresses, cooking, accessories.. I go gaga for them.
On the other hand, Driving, gaming, hand-to-hand combats.. Equally inclined to them too..!
The Jury side of your mind now must have been awakened trying to pre-judge me what actually I am?
Wait don't start, there's more.
Lost in utopia, I dream of a world where society isn't this prejudicial. People are better. Animals are treated merrier. And many more of the comparative form of verb.
Also, my friend seem to have observed me a lot. I didn't know earlier that people know how much I care for the nature, animals and kids. Especially the stray ones.
Somewhere inside me is hidden a little spark of politics that shall catch fire as I ascend in my life.
It would be truism here to quote that being extremely girlish, devoted to the world of fancies, or being the rough action girl in a world of fantasies or socialite in the current reality, that's when you are so many things, you get as messed up as your curly hair and hence goes the title "Ms. Messy Me!".
